Gleaming piece of metal, crafted by the finest blacksmith of some eastern country . .. Shiny, glowing even in the faintest of lights.. . It almost gives u a chill when u take it in ur hands, u can feel it at the back of ur neck as ur whole body gives a small wave of shivers .. gave me an uncontrollable urge to run my fingers over its blade .. starting from the base, right above the handle, i ran my finger over it ..smooth as silk .. when my hand was about an inch into its adventurous journey , it paused and i thought of closing my eyes .. was a little scared that i would hurt myself if i took my eyes off of it.. continuing to run my finger over it ... almost as i was another 3 inches away from that pause , my finger stopped again.. frozen without movement .. i couldn't believe my eyes .. it looked like it had dark brownish red sprinkles all over it .. there was barely any part of it where the silvery metal was visible .. i could smell the oxidised metal .. unevenly eroded, with no sign of what it was .. the shivers again, starting from the back of my neck .. i was afraid to move my finger .. it felt like if i moved in any direction .. the tiny pieces of red sprinkles, tiny and sharp would penetrate through my skin ...That smooth piece of magnificent metal all destroyed and corroded .. i lifted my finger carefully above without moving it sideways ....
she took it from my hands pointed it straight at me .. And started to move it in, fractions of an inch every second .. as i watched the brownish edgeless knife break my skin right above my left nipple .. staring at it with wide open eyes .. it wasn't a smooth stroke .. she had to wiggle it ...pull it back about half an inch and thrust it again .. knife is what it was .. its worn out edges uneven and powdery, it had to be moved in and out a few times for it to move further.. then it hit something .. a bone maybe ..it was a break in that trance moment .. she looked up at my face .. i was still looking at her clenched hands and the red with rust flowing down my chest ... "she stopped?" .. barely as that thought came to mind , i lifted my head up to look at her and immediately as if she knew i was looking up .. she shifted her eyes from my face .. pulled it back and thrust it in with all her might .. think i heard the corroded metal scrape against my bones .. i felt numb and motionless ...like my last breath was escaping .. and i was jus there to watch ...
oh yea .. as for the question ..
she said NO ..
she took it from my hands pointed it straight at me .. And started to move it in, fractions of an inch every second .. as i watched the brownish edgeless knife break my skin right above my left nipple .. staring at it with wide open eyes .. it wasn't a smooth stroke .. she had to wiggle it ...pull it back about half an inch and thrust it again .. knife is what it was .. its worn out edges uneven and powdery, it had to be moved in and out a few times for it to move further.. then it hit something .. a bone maybe ..it was a break in that trance moment .. she looked up at my face .. i was still looking at her clenched hands and the red with rust flowing down my chest ... "she stopped?" .. barely as that thought came to mind , i lifted my head up to look at her and immediately as if she knew i was looking up .. she shifted her eyes from my face .. pulled it back and thrust it in with all her might .. think i heard the corroded metal scrape against my bones .. i felt numb and motionless ...like my last breath was escaping .. and i was jus there to watch ...
oh yea .. as for the question ..
she said NO ..
1 comment:
Hi Psindrome! It was very nice reading your blog.All of the things you wrote must of taken you at least 10 days!This is a person that you know and is very very close to you!You probaly won't know who.
Well,I hope you enjoyed my comment
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