reality check

simon had an lively childhood or so he thought everytime he would run the slides through his mind they seemed alrite .. perpetually motivating, unchallenged optimism.. it was all good ..
or maybe it was a jus a part of who he was .. his memories were never the same .. he knew it was the same for all of us .. he knew tht no memory is ever the same .. each passing minute the memories age, adjust,redefine and accomodate themselves to suit our new found frame of reference for the day.. frame of refereence ..a very important concept in defining any phenomenon.. he couldn't comprehend or rectify the void it left behind as it collapsed ... his frame of reference .. not as dramatic as it sounds . is very mellow and smooth process .. could even call it systematic if u consider things in a large enough scheme ..

she told him "it won't hurt u if u don't scare it " .. so he believed .. it bit him anyway ...he cried .. he cried as loud as his 4 year old lung would allow him to ..
it hurt him sure .. but i think it was the betrayal that hurt him more .. how it all collapsed .. so simon learned his first lesson on trust .. reality is not based on trust .. it based on how flawed and deceiving it is ..